I’m tired of peole harshing by buzz all the damn time.
I thought I was on top of it all. Thought I was doing well, keeping the stress low for all the drama that’s been going on in my life lately. Figured, I’ll take the high road and just see how things play out.
So, I’ve been dealing. Very well, I thought. And now I’m just pissed. I’m pissed because all this drama in so many different places, and everyone wants to make things so complicated.
Why can’t we all just take each day for what it is? I mean, why do we care so much about what happens tomorrow? Shit, the good stuff is happening now, today. There may not be a tomorrow for fuck’s sake, so don’t fucking worry so much about it.
I want to let things hang .. see how things go .. this is how things are built, I think … just letting stuff happen.. hang out, have conversations, don’t have conversations .. just observe and move on… I can’t define how things will be, how things should be .. HOw constricting is that? To put such restrictions on friendship?
What’s funny is that there are so many things in my life that fit the description of my current conniption .. How come people can’t just chill the fuck out? Wouldn’t life be so much more enjoyable if we weren’t always thinking about what *could* happen? So many times we obsess over the outcome that the action never happens ..
Whatever .. maybe i’m just not meant for people .. i should just take my dogs and go away somewhere .. i can’t think of any better example of unconditional .. living for the moment .. not worrying about consequences than dogs .. they just want to be around you, they really don’t care about much else (well, that and they want to eat) ..
